I have felt it a couple of times and I will surely leave Victoria School with something that I can never find somewhere else.. all my friends and the experiences..
I shall do my best for VS for the Os I cannot just do that thing anymore. I am not special.
I have been shaken off path.
Campe Emerge was just as good as the trip. Special memories..
I wish that they will not forget me even though I have a stupid solid feeling in my heart that they will and they will move on and I may move on.. but right now I want to spend time with them. I want to spend this time together well so that atleast even if they forget me I know I have done thing with them. I will keep myself happy reminiscing the memories…
Or won’t that make me emotional? Whenevr I try to remember Olomouc trip, I always end up feeling so emo-ish.
Every shcool event also feel emo. Is it just me or do others feel it too? Is mine amplified since I keep getting bugged by the fact that I will be leaving SG where my only friends live..
Sigh. I won’t forget them even if they forget me. Just like how I remember Gabriel.
Met Gabriel yesterday and he didn’t have the HEY ASHWIN! kind of feeling anymore..really sad if I’m not even going to be in SG. Should be worse. Won’t talk also I think..
But I got my email to cheer me up on how strong friendships really are. 
